A tale of disconnectedness, dystopia and the biggest lies told in history
Occasionally in my life, (very occasionally as this case may appear!) an answer to life’s little problems come about in no uncertain terms and simply solves issues which have been dragging one backwards, and down for years.
Circumstances and choices all play their part, in leaving me in the position that I am long term classed as disabled and informed by most of the medical staff that there is no help for me. So I must rot on disability benefits. Not only is that position bad enough to come to terms with. Public opinion has turned on those in poor positions, such as myself in the long term and popular by the public ‘war on the poor’, it followed the war on drugs, terror and environment. It was also a lot more popular than it’s predecessors and many are in fact nostalgic for the days when they weren’t under house arrest and could point their finger accusingly at anyone termed a benefit scrounger.
If there were ‘honours’ lists for the most monumental levels of bad decision making and poor choices, Then I may come in 3rd behind Napoleon and Hitler when they chose to invade Russia and open 2 fronts.
Society doesn’t allow for poor decisions and choices. It is non-inclusive to those that haven’t made sufficient choices to tick the necessary boxes. Again there is not a great deal of help out there.
The way that the government has been playing with benefits recently it is easy to see that it is not going to be a permanent fixture in the future. Being unaware and compliant is what I should be, however ‘Question everything’ has become a core component of my life’s analysis and I regularly question official narratives.
Similarly thinking one thing is wrong with you, due to early inaccurate diagnosis and through experience discovering something infinitely more valuable, and just in time for a fake pandemic and onslaught of what billionaires dreamed up many many years ago.
I mentioned in earlier blogs of my discovery of amino acids, (I don’t mean I discovered them. That would have to be put down to whoever’s creator story you believe) For the Essential amino’s are the human pharmacy, and this is in my view the biggest lie to have come from our so-called leaders.
We are force-fed pharmaceuticals and pills designed to switch us off and intervene for what is clearly a huge scam which seeks to keep us under control of billionaires dreams. How can I say this not being a doctor? Through self sacrifice and personal experimentation I have learnt to exist on the next to nothing budget. It may be a little too soon, but I would be willing to attempt a return to work, should help be available. This is no mean feat for I was of a mind just 6 months ago to just wait to die.
To go from that state fitting on the floor of my kitchen, unable to function for months afterwards to where I am now whilst in the midst of a systematic shutting down of the society which I was unable to fit into properly anyway to me is frankly phenomenal.
I was in quite a bit of debt, and paying off that was a priority which put me into such danger that, in hindsight if the path had continued I may well have been dead today. Despite the curses and thigh-slaps of damnation at my still standing the current sense of clarity insofar as certain truths are concerned. The universe provides, and if I hadn’t spotted the signs, I would likely have been far worse than I am today.
Hunger and struggles do not effect me in the way they used to. I find I can become a deep thinker at these times but as the days lengthen the actual ability to function ebbs away. To the point on that November day when my poverty was beginning to have massive effect on my personal health. I felt a deep cloudiness in my head for months after that. I found it difficult to take myself out of the house. It was connected to the brain injury, and I didn’t realise it until later but it was a fit from total lack of nutrition and amino deficiency.
Everyone and everything, be it animal mineral or vegetable needs amino’s. They are essential, and yet I bet hardly anyone has really heard or knows what they are, or do. I certainly remember skipping through them as fairly unimportant in biology. And thinking about intake of food sources, vitamins and minerals only account for about 25 percent of the total needed nutrition, The rest is found from Amino’s. When asking somebody knowledgable of their uses the first response is usually, “They are the building blocks of life!” Before they go on to make your eyes glaze over with long biological terms. The fact is from the 9 essential amino’s over 1200 antibodies, hormones receptors and combinations can be built up. Along with cannabinoids they are the most unspoken of groups to be ignored by everyone I have ever known. Everybody knows about minerals. The Iron and other necessities. Yet without the essential amino’s which can be gained from most foods the necessary combinations will not appear.
Without general consensus, a huge and blatant lie can be highlighted, my own personal experimentation can back this fact up and clear and very contradictory summaries from the official narratives can be drawn from my claims.
The majority of sickness, mental health and addiction is very very likely to be dietary deficiencies emanating in the various offshoots of reaction humans get as a result. The pills and diagnosis are based on science which falls at every hurdle to explain the simple answers. We have been blinded with technicalities and myth designed to culminate in enriching those keeping the information away from you. By replacing what the body needs with chemical answers to enrich the pharma industry and deplete our body-temple is what has occurred, a huge eugenics programme is currently occurring. The people that kept these secrets need to be found and hung. For they are eugenicists and psychopaths who believe they have more right on this earth to control you because they made it and you didn’t. They deem that to maintain their wealth they must keep alive the lie that we will all die without them, it is as clear as day that it is the other way around.
So I have been using amino’s for around 2 months now. What are the changes and effects I am feeling?
A better nights sleep! I haven’t been getting great sleep since being a kid I don’t think. Tryptophan combines with other nutrients to produce natural serotonin, and melatonin, giving a good night rest, I also think it has some kind of sharpening of the endo-cannabinoid system either producing naturally or fixing the cannabinoid receptors.. I felt quite stoned although there is not enough information for me to be able to clarify this last point. It makes sense, especially with how little either subjects have been researched due to prohibition. When my amino’s arrived in February things had taken a bad turn, yet again with the governments continuance to direct policy to impede and destroy…instead of benefit and enhance as it should do.. They stopped my pip due to me misunderstanding their vorgon ways despite me no longer being in that debt I found things were even harder. I hadn’t smoked a decent ciggy for days reduced to borrowing from friends I was stressed, unable to think straight, unmotivated not looking like things would get much better.
The amino’s were not too nice to drink pleasurably I found that a few spoons in a third of a pint of water, drunk quickly is the absolute best method. I had already been preparing for the aminos by having diatomaceous Earth to open up the gut nerve endings and kill off any unwanted parasitical bastards that hang round and make you fart!
The next day, first thing I took my first amino drink, the wave of release from that months long cloudiness is something I had both desired and concluded I would never get back. Clarity, release. I wasn’t dying from a brain injury getting worse, I had been long term heavily depleted in amino’s, and to a lesser extent minerals and vitamins. My long term governmental push into poverty had been effecting me badly. I just didnt realise it, and not knowing can only help the medical services to further exploit you.
I have to thank Bright presence. The sufferance to the point of fitting on my kitchen floor, to the vibrant and energetic individual I am in just a few short months is no less than miraculous. I think i would have been one of the first casualties of this plandemic, and once again the universe provided.
It provided me with some vital knowledge, and just a little bit of soul back.. So Thank You!
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